Sunday, February 16, 2014

ANDRIA

not much pop punk on you

always tired.

ptv vs. fob?

please.

Oh hello again. I have no much to say. My life is becoming pretty busy right now, and I really hate this. And when I feel like this, I just wanna lay down and calm down and drink coffee or tea and hear some music. Just relax. But I don't have enough time to do this. And I have new news. Tomorrow I'm gonna start a fashion course (I will learn to make molds, the name is "modelist or modelista" I don't found the translation) and that's cool. But my anxiety are pretty big again and I'm really scared, because is the first time in ALL of my years that I'm going to study alone. Yeah, alone, because all of this years I had my twin sister by my side, but now, we are going to follow different ways. I've never dealt well with people and I'm extremely shy, so this will end up hurting me, I'm pretty sure. But anyway, I have my fingers crossed and hope that everything works out. Because finally I'll work and learn something I really love and adore, FASHION! Okay, I will update the blog whenever I can and gives news about what is happening. That's it, wish me luck and bye! ♥

Wednesday, February 05, 2014

DRAWING: SKELETON FREEDOM

So, hello again! Are you guys okay? I'm going! So, yeah, I finally came back to draw and think everything is going well so far. I've never been the best at it, but I like and think is what matters. And now that I'm back, I'm committed to enhance my talents. My mom agreed to buy my drawing materials and I'm very happy with it. Sure, it will not be professional, but my goal is to have the best pencils and erasers, pens and some colored pencils and the main thing for me: watercolor. If there's one thing that I think is very beautiful and I want to learn  is watercolor and unravel the whole technique and everything. I think is it. So let's go back to the drawing. First of all, this is not my original drawing. No, I'm not really very creative to create drawings with my own imagination and whenever I do it, it is not as I will, but I'm trying. But this design was better than I imagined. It took me quite a while to finish it because I stopped for months and then came back. And then it took me even longer to re-draw with a black pen (special for drawings, 'cause she is thin), and I finally found it and I'm really happy now. I'm also drawing new things and I will search for more things to draw. For now I think is it. Bye guys!

Monday, January 27, 2014

MY EAR STRETCHING JOURNEY: 3mm

HELLO AGAIN! What's up guys? Are you all okay? I hope you all so. Was been a while since my last post but, please, forgive me. My life was been a little bit crazy these past weeks and I just get some time to stay on computer only at night, when I'm really tired and need some sleep, so.. You all know. But I hope you guys are okay. So, this will be a little strange for some people. Okay, I know is not everyone that like this but I really want to share this with you all. Yep, I'm stretching my ear. Finally, yayayayayaya! Okay if you don't like it, please don't be rude on the comments, because I will delete this and you will only lose your time. But if you like or if you have ears stretched, say something.. Let's start a chat. I wanted to have my ears stretched since ever. Okay, not since "ever" but in sometime between 2011 and 2012. But I don't came longer with that idea, since my mom don't like of "this" things. But I came with this last year. So last year I meet some nice people on school and they become my friends and one of these "nice people", have ears stretched and I was like: this is so beautiful, I reaaly wanted to do this in 2011, but why I stopped? So I was like: I really need to star this again, because I only reached the 1mm (not much thing, since 1mm are the size of industrial piercings and don't hurt nothing to put). Last year was really busy for me, and I really don't have anytime to put in practice my plain. But this year, oh yeah, this year I can't run from this anymore. And I don't ran from this. I was plain to buy the plugs alone, because my mom still don't like of it, but is when I have the big surprise. I ask my mom if I can buy my plugs and she was like: "Okay, let's go!". I ALMOST DIE. But yep, I'm really happy now, because I don't want to make my mom sad about my decisions, but she really need to understand that this is my body and I like it and I want to do it. Whatever, we both went buy the plugs and something went really wrong. I'm not plain to go direct to 3mm, but yeah, I bought the wrong size. And when I realized this, I stayed really angry. And I did something I than recommended to anybody .. I put the plugs from 1mm to 3mm directly. HURTS LIKE HELL, but I'm used to pain. I do not use any tapers and this hurts really bad. But miraculously, nothing happened to my ear. Okay, this must be lucky, so I really do not recommended anybody to do this. So when you start stretch your ears, buy the fucking tapers, so this won't hurt much. And I already have my next plugs - 4mm - and they are really cute. I'm really excited to put then, but I will wait till tuesday, 'cause is when the 3mm plug makes 3 weeks since I put then. I will stay careful with my ear so nothing goes wrong. Long post, I know, but If you have questions, please send my and e-mail or simply ask on comments. I will reply, of course. So is it. Bye!

Monday, January 13, 2014

FADING INTO PURPLE

Hello again! How are you going on vacation? Mine is being really bored. God, vacations never looked so sad for me. But, whatever. My life is always like this, so I really don't know why I'm upset. I don't have much to do, like, I wake late and I stay on computer, or go out with my mum or with my sisters.. Always the same thing and I'm bored. All my friends are travel and I'm here at home. This is not nice. But, sometimes I really don't care. Sometimes I really love being in home. I love stay up in my bed, think about random things (sometimes bad things), or just catch my books and read, or just catch my notebook and write some quotes. And now, not sounds really bad. And from now, I have a lot of time in my hands, because I'm finally finish high school and I'm just waiting till I go into the university. Go to university will take sometime (I will go only in the middle of the year), so from now I will only do some fashion course on my local city. Classes begin next month and then I'll come back to study. But coming back, I have a new obsession. I've become obsessive with sunsets. God, why sunsets are so beautiful? And when I see one really beautiful, I careful jump into my house side and climb to rooftop to take these beautiful photos. Okay, not so careful, 'cause I almost fell sometimes (but I don't let my mum see me do this). But worth the danger. Oh, I only need a professional camera and I will be fine. So, I think is it. Bye!